Thursday, April 21, 2011

Prioritizing

There is so much I want to do while I'm in college and just in life general. I kind of have a problem putting the more important things in life first. I think I socialize wayyy too much. I would get so much done if I could just cut off my social life. Its like I know what I want and what I have to do to get it, but I'm just not making any moves. Sometimes I just wish I wasn't so adapted to hanging out all the time. I wish I could just lock up in the room and get important things dones. If I could do that I would have the GPA I want and more. I prioritize horribly. Next semester I'm hoping I can get everything on track academically and just start doing more things in life that may benefit me in a long run. I feel I have lots of potential that I am letting go to waste. I need a wake up call. My grades are terrible and for the most part I feel I try, just not hard enough. I know for sure that I can do a lot better than I am, but I just don't know what's keeping me from doing it other than me. I really hope I can get things right. I don't want to have had done all of this for nothing. I can't see myself letting my life go to waste and I know that it starts here.